UmM noT suRe wAT to SAy =D

So friday i didnt get to blog since i was at skool til late practicing(not really just kinda helping) then i went to my couzins house til really late so to tell u wat happened ayer!!!
Well Karen, Jose, Jaz, Patty, Dannie and me didnt wana really stay for the pep rally at our skool so we walked to Valero and wen we were walkin there we heard out skool like screaming....man we r freaking loud...so yeah i bout a ROCKSTAR energy drink..(awsum stuff) n when we were walkin back PATTY was starting at my ass...he asked if i was wearing my Apple Bottome Jeans (not thinkin who asked i said yessss=D..) well the Jose said sumthin bout Pattrick and ewww he was staring at my butt =( violation...So patty said "no i thoguh her ipod was fallin out" so then Jose was like "ohh so patty was starin at ur left butt cheeck"....it was just ewwwww =D lol so yeah we were at skool til late pplz who were in MUSICAL DINNER theater were doin they dance while i watched.....I help Aurora, Jaz, and Dannie on their routine...wen jaz left i stepped in for her and me n aurora came up with some new dance moves....It was pretty funn...AT MY COUZINS HOUSE WAS CRAZY!!!!!! the end =D

*~* PEACE*~*

A POEM =D

She lies there
WaitingFor death to come
As the silver spear
Shining like the moon
Pierces her flesh
As she waits
For something to come next
But all she hears
Is the birds have stopped singing
As she floats off to a place of oblivian
But what if the birds
Had kept singing?
Would the world stop spinning?
Or would it all stay the same?

Tell Me Wat You Think Please =D

ToDaY wAS juSt likE wOw =)

So like yeah...we had to all go into Llause(if thats the correct spelling) room n talk this whole "DRAMA" issue out.
That didnt work cuz apparently we didnt get everyting out n we r gona keep talking bout it til its solves...IDK wat the problem is cuz it seems like everyone is getting along wit eachother...unless pplz r 2faced n being nice to they face n rude behind their backs.....Ne wayz we have 2 keep doin this until its all "solves"
OMG 90210 is on today and it new!!!!! Its gona be such an amazing episode....Dixon n Silver did the sneaky sneaky n now she all over him......Wow so at college we were at the park..It was funn but when Kinberly tried to get off the swing to play tag she totally ate it...I help her up but it was funny(sorrry Kimmy) and yeah so we played tag...Jose got scared yet again about being tagged and he culdnt see Kimmy so he freaked....funny stuff....ohhh n wen we were walkin back to the bus to leave this dude was walking the opposite way and was like singing...OMG it was so freakin funny like he was wailing(kinda like he was singin opra or sumthin) ne wayz it was freakin funny and yeah....guess u would have 2 be ther to understand...lol =D....
So yeah today was great...funnn stuff...college especially....I HAD MY CRACK PINK LEMONADE......lol only Liz understands what i means.....Thats right a real OGG....yeah only me n her understand...lol =D....so bye for nowz...Gottta go watch 90210 =D
*~* PEACE *~*

AWWW AURORA

Aurora thank u for the appology....and i get where u comin from.....Its ok....i just didnt like the fact pplz were totally bashin on me.........Its ok dude ur my friend always n forever..... I LUV U 2 death.....=)

I'm sorry if i made u feeel bad =( it just got a lil hurt =) SO YEAH.....i <3 you =")

HigH SkOol DrAMa...noT CooL =(

So yeah as i was sayin earlier......They straight up lied to me n went to the movies.....wat eva so wat.....the thing that i really messsed.....Three pplz have stated that our TABLE is kinda splitting....That is so tru wether u wana believe it or not....Eliz, Aurora, n Jose are hangin out more than with otherz....Blanca is kinda just there(n yes blanca i do love you, your a reallllllllly goood friend, but u ya noe ) and like yeah we wont have just the table n more but that doenst mean JOSE AURORA n ELIZ need to only be with eachother n basically block every1 else out.....

Patrick is like the only perosn right now bescides Liz, Karen, n Squishy that hasnt really made me mad n wanna punch sum 1's lights out......Patrick thanks for being a friend right now...Although u might tlk sum shit on me....hey its k....we all tlk shit on pplz......

Karen is just a awsum person...even though we dont tlk as much its still great when we do =)
Liz is just liz...just look at her and you will know what i'm tlkin bout....
Squishy you help me through my problem in Chem...still do =)

U guyz just need to know that no matter what happens wit us......Blanca you were my frist friend at that skool and have been there 4 me....Jose ur just there (awsum member)....Karen ur just kool n a awsum person to hang wit....Elzi is sweet and caring and im lucky to have a friend like you....Squishy is well me Squishy....Liz is so cool always there to tlk 2 no matta what..Patrick is cool in a dork way but i dont matter hes just a totally awsum person tambien....Aurora well u were koool in the begin of 10th grade haing in Geometry.......

So seriously we need to tlk this shit out n get on wit our LIVEZ =)

tO muCh tO deAl wiTh !!!!!!!!!

Im sick n tired of everyone's blg that i've freakin read is talkin shit up on me. Ok first of all Aurora and Blanca tlked bout me startin Drama and stuff. Friday we r to turn in a writting activity for history. Jose was in Mrs.Acostas room typin it n he had to go to menotring...so I told him to save it on my usb drive while Danie was usin her's...For sum reason it wasnt working, not letting us save it on my usb...Both of us tried to save it...wuldnt work and then THEY said it was my fault n i came up with a lame excuse...like i would on purpose "Sabotage" his writting activity. I took the computer and told him i wuld type it after i finish re-typin minez...But when all the ppl who go to mentoring came back they demanded for the computer after i was finished....I told em i wuld type Jose's after i saved minez 2 print so they culd practice...But no they were all being mean n shit...Yeah Blanca was typin it in Mrs. Algers room...When she said i was being rude bout (Ohh I'm board...blah blah blah.) thats so not what i said i tired to get partick n aurora to be quite so danie could read it to Blanca (Selective hearing i guess huh )N like me Patrick n Aurora went outside n walked around....n then like we came back in n they were finishing it up n wat not....so yeah Aurora said sum stuff that really pissed me off n made me cry( not cry as in sad =( no pissed as in pissed the f**k off)......n i quote right from aurora "nice old reliable Jessie .......You would think Jessie would have finished typing Jose Writing actvity,, oh wait we are talking about jessie"....do u noe how idk how to explain it but yeah that was just not coool to say.......

Something to Write about

Have you ever felt alone...
Like everyone around you has left you........
Your friends dont care..
They rather be with everyone else but you....
They share secrets and leave you out....
Have you ever felt like running away...
Where no one can find you...
Nothing is left yet they dont seem to care.....
You feel alone and they go about their lives not caring....
Seems everyone feels like this at some point in their life......
Does it ever get better?????
It depends......
Being alone culd be a good thing.....